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  The next morning he said “I’m going to be out of town for a few days but I’ll call you.” He kissed me and left.

  ***

  I started planning my guest list first. I knew Candace would be there. Thinking of Candace, I’m supposed to see her today.” I called her. “Hey baby, what time are you coming over?”

  “I’m finishing up my work now and I’ll be right over there.”

  I was thinking to myself. “I don’t want to hurt Candace but I have to tell her.”

  I saw her car pull into the driveway. I opened the door and watched her walk to me smiling like a little girl excited. When she reached me, she threw her arms around my neck and kissed me. “I missed you baby, fix me a drink please.”

  “What do you want?

  “Something hard”

  I poured her a shot of tequila. When I handed her the glass she didn’t take it. She just stared at me.

  “What the fuck is that?”

  “What?” I asked.

  “The ring, that’s on your finger!”

  “That’s what I want to talk to you about.” She took her drink and guzzled it down. “Bring the bottle! So what does that mean Shakina?”

  I handed her the bottle and said “I love you Candace but I’m getting married in three weeks to a man name Tony.” Tears started flowing from her eyes. I wiped them away and kissed her.

  “So I guess the answer to my question is no right?” She said.

  “I want to be with you but I also want to marry Tony.”

  “Well how do you think Tony is going to handle this because as I said before, I’m not going anywhere, so what are you going to do?”

  “Do you love me enough to step back and let me be happy with Tony?”

  “No, but I love you enough to share you with him.”

  “I’m going to talk to Tony and be as honest with him before we get married, as I am being with you but I need you to understand up front that I love you but my first responsibility will always be to my husband.”

  She paused for a moment to think, “I can handle that. Now let’s plan your wedding!”

  I was happy to have reached an understanding with her because I really do care a lot for her.

  I said “One more thing baby, I can’t be with you again until after I’ve married Tony.”

  With her hands on her hip, she said, “Why is that?” Holding back my laughter, I explained.

  “Well for one my focus for the next three weeks will be to plan and prepare for my wedding, secondly, Tony and I are waiting so if we could wait, so can you. Are you still with me?” She looked a little sad but then said, “All the way! We can still kiss and stuff right?”

  I walked to her and said “Of course we can kiss.” She took off all of her clothes and said,

  “Well kiss me then.”

  I could have fainted. Her body is so beautiful, breast sitting there like ripe honey dew melons, her small waist and nice thick thighs with some sweet pussy sitting right between them. I rushed and attacked her breast. I was sucking them and crying because I knew I had to let them go. I had to be strong. I got up and told her to get dressed. She was begging. “C’mon baby, let’s do it this one last time and then we’ll wait. I took off all my clothes and laid my body on top of hers. Our breasts were resting against each others. I could feel her heart racing. I kissed her all over her body. I sucked her toes, licking the bottom of her feet with my warm tongue. She started moaning and winding her body. Then she came.

  “Your freaky ass came from getting your toes sucked?” I said.

  “Baby you must have never had your toes sucked before, that shit feels so good and to have it done by someone you love makes it all the better.”

  ***

  Candace went home and I was able to get some writing done. She called me later that evening. “How am I supposed to be without you for a few weeks when I miss you a few minutes after I have left you?” She said.

  “Baby it’s going to be hard for the both of us, maybe even harder for me. Just the thought of not being able to taste you, touch you, tease and please you will drive me crazy. Did you like the way I fucked you with your toy?” I whispered.

  “I loved that shit and when all this is over I want you to do it again just like before.”

  “Oh you know I got you baby and I’ll give it to you just the way you want it.”

  Tony was calling on the other line so I said, “Baby this is Tony calling so I’ll talk to you later. Love you.”

  “Love you too baby bye.”

  ***

  When I clicked over Tony said “I miss you so much Shakina.”

  “I miss you too baby.”

  “Would you do something for me?”

  “Yeah, what is it baby?”

  “Would you catch a flight out here to Miami and spend a night with me. Would you do that?” He said, with his voice sounding so sexy.

  “Yes, I can do that baby, when do you want me to come?”

  “Tomorrow, if that’s okay.”

  “Sure, I’ll be there.”

  “I’m at the Hilton Bentley. My driver will pick you up from the airport. How is our wedding plans going?”

  “I’m working on it baby. I just can’t wait for that day to get here.”

  “Shakina, I’m going to make love to you on that day and everyday after that. You will be my wife, my queen, and everything, but for now, I just want to hold and kiss you, so I’ll see you when you get here.”

  “Okay baby goodnight.” I said.

  I was thinking to myself “Tony is blowing my mind. I can’t believe we’re here.”

  I was getting ready for bed when Keisha called. I needed to get some sleep so I didn’t answer. Lying in my bed I was restless. I couldn’t sleep thinking about seeing Tony. I couldn’t wait to kiss those soft ass lips.

  ***

  That next morning I got up early to get ready to see my baby. I showered, got dressed, packed and overnight bag grabbed some cappuccino and headed for the airport. When I came in at Miami International Airport, the limo driver was there to pick me up. The weather was warm and beautiful, the wind blowing right up my ass. I had to hold my dress down so it wouldn’t fly up but that shit felt good.

  ***

  I arrived at the hotel and hurried up to the room to see Tony, He was wearing shorts only. He had just stepped out of the shower. Water was dripping from his body. I was going crazy. I wanted to attack him. He smiled because he knew exactly what he was doing to me. He walked over to me, pulled my hair back, holding it tight. Then he stuffed his tongue in my mouth. He said “We can’t make love to each others body but we can make love to each others mind. Do you trust me?”

  “Yes I trust you baby.”

  “Do you believe that I love you?”

  “Yes” I said, wondering where he was going with this.

  “Do you want to cruise with me tonight?”

  “Yes” I said, intrigued.

  “Well let’s go shopping; I want you to find the sexiest dress you can find. We’re going out tonight.”

  “I’m with you baby, let’s do this.”

  ***

  When we made it to the stores, Tony was searching harder than I was. He was picking up one dress after another saying “You like this one? His selections were cute but they didn’t have much material to them. “If you tell me where were going, I’ll know what to wear.”

  “Just wear something sexy.” He picked up this cold ass Chanel dress, smiling he said,

  “What about this one bey?”

  “Oh yeah, let me see if they have it in my size.” I said smiling.

  “This is your size right here.”

  “How do you know my size so well?” I asked jokingly.

  “You’d be surprised at what I know about you.”

  Now he had me wondering. I tried the dress on and it fit me like the skin I’m in. Perfect!

  “Now let’s find the shoes and purse.” He said.

  When we got back to the
hotel, we put our bags down. “Baby I have to go to a meeting but I’ll be back in a couple of hours. Why don’t you just relax until I come back?”

  ***

  I called Candace and talked with her for almost the entire time Tony was gone.

  “I want to see you as soon as you get back.” She said.

  “Okay, you know I miss you right? What are you wearing baby?” I teased.

  “I’m wearing your favorite.” She said in her sexy voice.

  “And what is that.”

  “Nothing!”

  “Mmmm, well be like that tomorrow. I have to go baby, Tony should be back in a minute.”

  ***

  I jumped in the shower, brushed my teeth and was wearing his shirt when he came in.

  “Come here girl.” He watched me as I walked to him. His sexy ass eyes staring at me, like I’m a snicker bar or something. He squeezed me and said “I’m about to get dressed. Put on some music and make us a drink. He walked out of the bathroom wearing only a towel around his waist. I wanted to snatch it off. He sprayed on some Clive Christian and he smelled so good, it was doing something to me. He just kept smiling showing his pearly white teeth sitting behind some of the sexiest lips you want to see. After a couple of glasses of Hennessey I was ready to fuck. He saw the way I was looking at him, walking around stalking, ready to jump on him. He hit me on my ass and said “Get dressed.” He was looking so good. After I got dressed I was about to pin up my hair when he said “No, Wear it down tonight. You know you’re looking good enough to eat in that dress right?” He said, licking his lips.

  “Well what are you waiting for then?” I said, flirting with my eyes.

  “August the 15”

  We left the hotel and jumped in his Koenisgsegg and were in the wind. He still had not told me where we were going, but I figured I would see in a minute.

  ***

  We get to this huge ass loft. Tony slid some money into the hand of the guy at the door and he let us in. When I stepped inside there were some of the most beautiful women and these bitches were bad and naked! I said to myself “Tony have brought me to a strip club.” We went into the V.I.P section and sat down in a booth. There is no way I’m going to be able to hide my appetite for women up in here. I was thinking. The waitress walked up to us and asked what we wanted to drink. It was a little hard for me to think since she was standing there wearing nothing at all, tittles out, pussy and ass out and she asking me what I want to drink. I would rather have her sexy ass but since Tony was there, I said “I’ll have a double shot of Hennessy straight up.” Tony said he’d had enough at the hotel and since he was driving, he passed. When she walked away and took that pretty ass with her, I wanted to follow her. “So baby why you didn’t just tell me we were coming to a strip club?”

  “When I get ready to make love to you, am I going to have to announce it or ask you?”

  “No.” I said.

  “Then that’s why.” He said, handing me a stack of twenties.

  When my waitress bought me my drink, I asked her to point me to the ladies room. I went in and tried to calm myself down because I knew what was about to come out, the real me! I went back out and took a couple of big sips of my drink. The music was jumping and so was plenty of tittles and ass. I picked up a napkin to wipe my drooling mouth and it read “Mama may I” That’s the name of the club. The alcohol and music was setting in and I was ready to ask all the mamas in the club, “May I …?” I sat close to Tony and started kissing him. I needed to expend some energy. He kissed me and said “Let’s move around.”

  ***

  We walked to the area where the strippers were. This chocolate short bad bitch jumped on stage, swung around the pole and slid down in the split position. Her ass was sitting there like two round pillows. I opened her ass cheeks and put a twenty inside. She stood up bringing one leg over her head, exposing nothing but pussy. I was standing around like Benny hill wanting to go after all the strippers. My pussy alert was on high. This one girl walked passed me and brushed up against my ass. I saw a smile come on Tony’s face. I caught her by the hand and whispered in her ear. “The next time you touch my ass, I’m going to have to touch yours.” She put her lips to my ear and said “You don’t have to wait, just touch it.” I smiled and hugged her grabbing both ass cheeks. “Did you get enough?” She asked.

  “Yes I did. I said smiling with satisfaction.

  Tony still was showing his pearly whites. I told him I wanted to dance. On our way to the dance floor, this fine ass girl walked pass me smelling like fresh berries. I grabbed her by the hand and said “Mama may I, have this dance. She smiled and walked with me. Tony stood back and watched me as I dance with her, close up on her, in her ear, I said, ”Damn baby, you’re looking good in that dress. What’s under it?”

  “Nothing” She said, raising it up.

  I grabbed her by the ass and pulled her close to me. Dancing and grinding on her. “Lets’ go to my booth I want a lap dance. Tony watched as I sat in the chair and she worked her magic on me. She pulled her dress over her head and let her hair down. She turned around, touched her toes and started shaking her ass in my face. She sat on my lap, straddling me with her tittles damn near in my mouth. I licked around her nipples as she teased me with them. She stood up and got down on all fours. She crawled to me licking me from my feet up my legs and thighs. She then yanked my legs open and put her face between my legs. I grabbed her hair and held her face down there. When she came up she said “Your pussy smell like peaches. She raised my dress up and sat on my leg. Looking me in my eyes she rubbed her pussy back and forth on my thigh until she was creaming. She cleaned my thigh and whispered in my ear.

  “What’s your number baby?”

  “ I’m sorry sweetie but I already have a girl.” I said, rubbing her chin.

  I walked over to Tony and sat on his lap. It felt like he had a lead pipe in his pants.

  “Let’s go.” He said.

  ***

  While we were on our way back to the hotel, I laid my seat back and put my legs up but Tony was staring too hard. I had to tell him to focus on the road. When we got home he took off his clothes and jumped in the shower. He called me to bring him a drink. When I came with his drink, he said “Take off your clothes and get in. I looked at him, my eyes questioning if he was going to make love to me. I opened the shower door and almost lost my breath when I saw an ample amount of black, thick, certified dick. Now I know why he was labeled a heartbreaker. He’s a triple threat. He’s fine, a straight gentleman, and packing major meat! He grabbed me and kissed me like never before, his tongue, wrestling with mine. He stuck his tongue in my ear and whispered “I like the way you made love to my mind, now let me make love to yours.” He poured baby oil all over his dick and with both hands he stroked it up and down, stretching it to its capacity, back and forth, going slow, than fast. He was moaning and saying my name, his facial expression begging for the pussy. That shit had my pussy soaked! “This is what I’m going to put in you” He said and then shot cum all over my breast. I wanted him inside me so bad.

  ***

  We dried off and as we lay in bed, while I was in his arms I said, “Baby, I need to talk to you about something but before I say anything I want you to know, I love you.” He kissed me.

  “I’ve been seeing someone.” I sat up so I could look him in his eyes. Her name is Candace.” He stopped me. “Baby let me tell you something, for one, I’ve had plenty of fun with my girlfriends but now I want to have fun with my wife! Fun like we had tonight is cool sometimes, but if you’re talking about bringing a woman to our bed, then you’re looking to destroy our marriage before we could build it. Secondly, I already knew that you like women, anyone with eyes in their head can see that, by the way you look at them Shakina.”

  “I’m not trying to bring her to our bed but I do care about her and I want to be with her.” I said.

  “We have two weeks before we get married Shakina and you have two weeks to decide if
you want a man or a woman. When I said I love you I meant that. I’m willing to step back for these two weeks and let you decide what you want to do, But understand this Shakina, I will not share my wife under any circumstances with her lover, be it a man or a woman!”

  ***

  I woke up before Tony and just lay there watching him. I love him but I also love Candace.

  I got up and got dressed. He was awake when I came out of the bathroom. He grabbed me and hugged me. “I hope I get the chance to spend the rest of my life with you but whatever you decide to do, know that I love you and wish you the best in whatever decision you make.”

  I kissed him and rushed to the airport to catch my flight.

  ***

  When I got home I went to the health club and got in a real good workout. On my way home, Keisha called. “Hey boo, How you doing?

  “I’m good.

  “I want to apologize for the things I said to you Shakina. Guess what?”

  “What?” I asked.

  “Kevin and I are working on our marriage. We talked and actually listened to each other. Now he’s spending more time with me and being real attentive.”

  “I’m happy for you Keisha, I know you’ve invested a lot into your marriage.”

  “Yes I have and I do love him.”

  Denise was calling on the other line, so I congratulated Keisha and said I would talk with her later.

  “What’s up Denise?”

  “I’m on your side of town today. Do you want to go have lunch?”

  “Sure, why not?” I said.

  We agreed to meet at Daniels on 65 at 1:00.

  Denise is into real estate and is always looking good. She was waiting for me when I got there.

  She stood up, hugged and kissed me on the cheek. We ordered our food and while waiting, she was sitting there with this big ass smile on her face. “So Shakina, why you never told me, that you like the ladies? We’ve been friends all this time and you’ve never said a word.”

  “Well I don’t know. I just never felt the need I guess.” I said smiling.

  “But you felt the need to tell Candace though.”

  “I didn’t tell Candace anything. I liked her when I saw her so I went after her and that’s how she knows.” Denise called for the waitress and asked for a bottle of wine. She chugged the first glass down and then poured herself another.” You’re kind of thirsty aren’t you?” I teased.